...the scar...

...so my hallucination crawled up my arm and bit me...two weeks later...the scar is still there .

another hallucination...

...i possess a nine inch plastic godzilla...and how i love to watch him walk across my dining table at four in the morning .

green snake...

one of my favourite hallucinations...a green snake...and i could feel it when i touched it...it was really fucked up .

...one more time...

before you die...fiddle with your nuts one more time .

die ,baby...die

...egomaniacs make shitty dead people...

...life is fragile...

...i pounded three street kids shitless when i was 15...they were beating up the alderman's  child...

...and how does this tie into our subject ??? the shit actually came out of the big ones nose...and ruined my shoes...

...life is fragile .

revelation...

after "the news "...i almost immediately had this revelation...a small revelation...not much to brag about , actually...non-the less...here it is...almost here now...ready...

i possess...nothing ...nope , not a fucking thing...and every thing i hold onto...is an illusion...on some days...maybe even less...hard to say .

put down...

when i get '' put down ''...killed...i want to dress up like a beaver...and the doctor...like elmer fudd...and he will plug me...right between my fucking eyes .

...donation...

...before you die...take a good look up your ass...see if there is anything you should donate .

death ??? death !!!

...death...fuck...