beetles vs beatles...

last night...there was a beetle upon my arm...i told it it did not exist...it disappeared .

...the bees...

one of my favourite hallucination...a funnel of glowing bees...spinning out of the window...and into eternity .

...miracles...

most miracles go unnoticed .

...perception...

...one of the first signs something was fucked up...vision dark along the sides .

weird...

what is really weird is when you have a hallucination in a haunted house...if you ever see a ghost and a hallucination at the same time...you must wonder...'' what else is out there ??? " . 

lines...and pulling...

the weird thing about my first two hallucinations  was that they were exactly the same thing...squiggly  fucking lines on a toilet bowl...i mean...who wants to be killed by squiggly  , little lines ???

the universe was pulling in various directions .

...shithouse...

it all started with two little lost , insignificant cells...in the boiling shithouse of planet earth...NEXT scene...early in the morning...four and a half years ago...i stick my face in the toilet bowl...my first hallucination...really fucked up it was...i scratch my bum and go back to sleep .

...start again...

i discontinued this blog because i had nothing left to say...now that i have been informed by the medical profession that I AM DYING...( like a road kill lost in hyper- space...)...i feel that i got a shit load to say .

...follow me , my little nest of siberian grasshoppers...to the land of both utopia...and shit on a stick...let us peek inside and lick all the bodily fluids like a penguin a killer whale's penis .

it is fuckaly - duckaly - do - time .